Gimme my Judy Garland drugs

Things I'm thinking...about him...that I'm not quite sure what to do with. In theory, especially considering my new found "open and honest" policy, I should just tell him.
I'm afraid that it might scare him. I'm afraid he might think it's too much. I'm afraid that it will imply that he has a responsibility that I don't necessarily want to burden him with.

Hearing from him keeps me from going completely insane.
He brightens my days.
A smile or a joke or a witty comment prevents me from going postal on everyone around me.

Maybe I should just suck it up and tell him. Maybe there is something to be said for putting it all out there.
But...maybe he already knows...