Questions

(The first stemmed from the second, as questions often do)
Why does it seem like the only time I cry is right as I'm about to put my eyeliner on?

Am I sitting on the edge of greatness? Or am I watching as it gets farther and farther away from me? Maybe both...but I can't see the future and the past is easy to remember.
I was telling some friends last week that logic usually takes precedence over what I feel, and it really is true. If I start thinking about it, I can easily see the potential the future has (and what I have experienced pales in comparison). True, I don't know any details, but that's what makes it fun. However...when I do start thinking like that I turn right back around and, again, yearn for what I had. Which poses another question:
Why do I want to feel like this?

Didn't I say I was done? It wasn't the same subject, but I am finished with those feelings regardless of what causes them.

You're done.
You're done for.
You're done for good.