ooooooo

jealousy.
(An obscure reference to an old Natalie Merchant song)

I’m so jealous.
Which is weird because that’s not like me (at least, I never thought it was). But now, it's affecting me so much that I have a sinking feeling...a physical reaction to the emotion that I'm feeling.

I know that he knows a whole bunch of people. I know that the relationship we have (whatever that might be) is unique to us.

I shouldn't feel like this at all...it's not my place. So why do I?